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Thursday, April 08, 2010

Mengapakah Begitu????

Start my day frustratedly!!! Hate it when thing like this happened!!!! Misunderstand what I'm trying to tell..... No chance for explanation... no chance for self-defense!! Perlukah menghukum orang sebegitu cara??? Perlukah naik angin dengan cara begitu??? Why???

What i'm trying to tell is something different??? ERGH!!!!! Everything is so unfair!!!!! Try to persuade myself, 'it's my mistake'.... Still.... I can't....... everything is started to becomes blur when you doubted my feeling for you....

Why do i always feel so insecure?? It's you... You are the one who makes me feel this way!!!! I Hate it... I hate it..... and i hate it!!!! I hate the feeling of insecure....!!!! Run away??? Is it a good path for me??? Face it??? But why did you pushed me away??? Is this your final decision??? I'm totally speechless now!! Hard to describe my feelings.... It's just, sad, angry, confused, blur.... and a little bit of numb...... Yes, May be it is my mistake for saying those things... still, what I'm trying to say is different from what you interpret... But this time.... My heart and my pride is seriously injured..........

Sunday, April 04, 2010

Monday..... Down down down......

Ergh.... Such a frustrated day ever!!! I Hate Monday.... Plus this is the third day he off to China... Miss him like hell!!! "Crying out loud!!! >,<" Huuuwaaaa........

Bad bad day again!!! Huu... It seems like there's only bad story of my life in my blog!! What a life!!! This morning, get scolded by boss!!! Hell ya, feel superbly down for this whole day!!! Hate it!!! Why does she have to be so fierce??? So scary??? It seems like everything that i did are wrong!!! God, Will i get fired because of my blur-ness?? Will she slap me for my another stupid mistake next time??? Huuuuu..... SCARY!!!! :'(

Again... I really really missed him so so much!!! I'm dying to wait till Thursday!!! Cool Cool Cool!!! ;)