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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

G.3.m.U.K!!

Oh TiDAK!!!!!!

Saya ditegur..... Saya sudah gemuk!!!!
OMG!

Muka bulat.... JAri bulat.... Oh MAn!!!

Siape ada cara2 best untuk kembali kurus????



Tolong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 02, 2010

Shall I???

Woke up in the morning.... Hope everything that happened is just a nightmare.....

Rub my eyes..... Suddenly realize that.... Yeah!!!! It DOES Happened!!!

Why does things has to become this way????
Love me or hate me..... Is it that hard????


Why do you have to be so cruel??? Breaking one's heart.....
Is that what you always wanted to do????


Second chance or Good Bye?????
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~~Clueless......~~


Silent is easy........
Love is sweet, love is pain.....
Which one is it???


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Give up n let go????


Is that what I want?????













I Love You!!!!!














But what i get??? Is just some disappointment......

Regret????

NEVER..........!!


Cause getting to know you and loving you.....

Is the S.W.e.E.t.e.S.t memory and experience....


...........I'm Sorry..........


Thursday, November 18, 2010

Macam Nie Macam Tu.... Macam Macam.....

Huuuuu..... Kenapa selalu cam nie??? Penat da nak complain kat En. Blog..... Still......??? :'(

BOsan la selalu cam nie............. Tau tak kenapa suka merajuk???? Itu bukan merajuk... but more tu mengada!!!! Sekian lama mem-busy-kan diri dengan kerja..... Sekali sekala dapat cuti panjang... Kenapa tak boleh rajin-rajin sikit spend-kan masa??? Dulu anything je boleh... Tapi sekarang.... Semua tak boleh.... "u mengada la, u suka sangat merajuk la..." or "i Busy la..... i ada kerja kan.... I ngah lepak jap...." Huwaaa....... *menangis2 hingga banjir tingkat 14 nie hingga muncul waterfall di Bangunan SUK nie...* ~~ OK... Hyperbola sangat!!!~~



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Kesedihan yang teramat!!!!
kenapa sume nak berubah yang teramat???
Kenapa lain yang teramat???


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Saya nampak awak salah....
Tapi awak kata saya salah....
Kalau dua-dua salah...
Siapa sebenarnya yang tak salah???
(Opss!!! Apa tu??? Pantun 4 kerat yang di-cipta... Pelik je!!!! Gila... Huhuhu)


Everything has changed..... Everybody's changing..... Saya+Awak=SayaAwak......... Adoi ai.... da start merepak pulak dah.... K k.... Chow dulu..... Papai en.Blog!!!! >,<

Monday, October 25, 2010

Suka suka hari Isnin......

Tajuk blog yang pelik... Tapi itulah hakikatnya.... ISnin.....!!!!


Tak kisahlah, bertapa bencinya kita dgn I.S.N.I.N.... Ia tetap akan mendatang jua!! >,<









Kerja.....................................................



















Bosan....................................... ~~~~~~~~~~STRESS...........................













Selalu kena marah...... Even though not my fault.............!!!




Sakit hati.... But why.... In certain time, u are such a lovely, nice and polite person..... OMG...... Itulah puan boss ku.... Garang, suka marah orang, moody... TApi disebaliknya.... Dia baik.... Perangai ada sikit macam papa.... Apa yang dia suka.... apa yang dia tak suka...... Hurm...... Marah-marah...... Bila Puan Boss marah..... Nak melawan, lidah jadi kelu...... tengok cara dia marah.... Teringat kat arwah papa...... Rindunya..... Itulah...... Benci tapi sayang....











Kesimpulannya, saya nak cakap : "Boss, walaupun boss suka marah saya... Tapi, saya tetap sayang Puan......!!" :)



Hurm..... Ye kew nie...???

Monday, October 11, 2010

Kenapa???

Kenapa selalu cam nie???? Kenapa suka berprasangka buruk????

Saya sayang kamu...... Tp...... Terlalu banyak tapi dan persoalan dalam kepala ini.......


Resah.... Gelisah.... Keliru.......



Hurm..... What shall i do??? Knp titiba jadi cam nie????



Peningnya!!!!



Tolong.....!!!!




Please..... We really need to talk.... Gaduh-gaduh nie kerja budak-budak kecik je..... u ajar i supaya jadi matang kan...... Let's talk.........



Tak nak gaduh-gaduh...... :(

Saturday, October 09, 2010

HeLLo SunDaY.....

Yippie.... Hari ahad akhirnya!!!!!


Semalam kerja..... Oh... Encik BB selalu cakp.... "Knp Hari ahad pun kerja???? Bangla pun kerja seminggu 5hari je tau!!!" hahahaha...... Nak wat cam ne.... Kerja tak siap...... :'( Bersedialah untuk mengadap Puan Boss esok.... huhuhuhuhu........


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Tapi, walaupun hari ahad, hari yang meng-happy-kan..... Still, perasaan sangat down..... Haish.... Kenapa cam tu tea???? Hurm..... Maybe disebabkan.......


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Kena terus terang..... Sampai bila kena cam nie??? sangat unfair!!!! Kenapa perasaan ini sangat meronta-ronta untuk berlaku jujur??? Tp, selalu tak boleh???? Adui ai..... Pening sangat sangat loooorrr..... :(


*perasaan ketika ini : - Sangat tidak stabil*






Jom makan bayak-banyak.... *dengan motif untuk nak kurus....??*
Gila apa??? Hahahah........


Wednesday, October 06, 2010

Hari Tekanan Perasaan Sedunia......

Huuuu..... Encik UBS yang amat memeningkan!!!! Kenapa suka tiba-tiba je hang... Pas tu terus off sendiri??? Tau tak bertapa peningnya nak key in, description yang.... Ergh........!!!!!!! OMG..... Tak tahan..............................................................!!!!!






Nk Marah Jgk blh???????














Tp nk marah siapa??? >>>>> Puan BOs???? Oh tidak!!!! >>>>> Rakan2 ofis???? Semestinya tidak boleh....... Oh Encik blog!!! Sungguh tertekan perasaan ini.... Jiwa dan raga ku meronta-ronta~~ *Hahahaha..... Ntah apa pe ntah ayat.....*




S.T.O.P......!!!!!


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Ok ok..... Cut the crap.... Jom sambung melayan encik UBS........ :)








(PS : Maafkan ketidak sopanan saya semasa menulis blog.......)

Perasaan ketika ini : Tertekan+Gila+meroyan+merepak=?????? post blog yang merepek belaka!!!! :p

Friday, October 01, 2010

Hurm.....

Lamanya dah tak updates encik Blog yang kesian ini......

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Kesian dia...................................................


Hurm........ 3 hari lagi..........

Tak sabarnya!!! tapi.... Sekarang nie tgh pening kepala dengan akaun yang tak siap, minit meeting yang terbabas proses penaipannya.... Huuuuu........ 19 oktober 2010......

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2-10-2010....... Tak sabarnya nk tggu hari ini...... Encik B akan datang!!!! Hahaha...... "Taip sambil tersenyum-senyum kambing......." :p



K K.... Enough talking nonsense... *Sambil berikrar " oh encik blog, aku berjanji akan raji2kan meng-update awk......''* Ntah la kali ini berjaya kew tak....??? Kui kui kui.....

Sunday, August 08, 2010

Papa, I Love you ~~

4th August 2010 - The day which i will never forget.....

Thanks to all the sweet memory that u gave to me..... Sweet and sour.....
Giving us the best education.... All the love in this world..... You always bring us to the top of the world!!!

Living without you may be very difficult..... Never imagine life without you.... Still, you already leaves us...... I love you.... Love you with all my heart!!! Papa, I really gonna miss you.... Miss the way you smile, the way you talk, you walk... And even the way you scold me...... Thanks papa.... I will be strong... Will try to be the strong girl the you always wanted me to be...... No more crying baby.........

Bye bye papa.... Your loves will never dies.... You will always stay in my heart.... Forever and ever....

Sunday, July 25, 2010

HAIRsTyle....

Facial Shapes and a Solution for each


These are some info which i ''Cilok'' from internet..... Since lately am so into new hair style.... Getting damn bore with my hairstyle right now...... Huhu...... Enjoy...... (^_^)v

OVAL Shape Face
Ovals are considered the ideal face shape. This shape can wear any design with flair! Bobbed, layered, close / full / long or short, just about any style will suit this balanced shape. However, you must take into consideration your facial features. Do you want to play up your eyes or your nose. Bangs for instance can accent your eyes, while hair off the forehead can balance your nose in profile view. Your hair type will also determine the best style. If natural curly hair, wavy or straight, make it part of your style. Your facial shape is only the starting point.
SQUARE Shape Face
Soften the edges of a square shaped face by directing soft wavy bangs down over your temples. Long hair should fall to, or past shoulders. For a short style, keep hair style round and soft with height at the crown. If pulled up, play with wisps of hair around the face. However, you must take into consideration your facial features. Do you want to play up your eyes or your nose. Bangs for instants can accent your eyes, while hair off the forehead can balance your nose in profile view. Your hair type will also determine the best style. If natural curly or wavy make it part of your style. Your facial shape is only the starting point for selecting a suitable hair style.
ROUND Shape Face
The goal is to create an oval appearance and lift the face. keep the sides close to the face and promote height at the crown.. Looking for a classic modern style, a layered Shag is the perfect shape for a round face. For short shape, close sideburn wisps soften and flatter the face. However, you must take into consideration your facial features. Do you want to play up your eyes or your nose. Bangs for instants can accent your eyes, while hair off the forehead can balance your nose in profile view. Your hair type will also determine the best style. If natural curly, wavy or straight, make it part of your style. Your facial shape is only the starting point.
DIAMOND Shape Face
To balancing a narrow chin, your best look is a rounded shape with fullness at the bottom. Wide wispy bangs help to create a oval look. The classic look for diamonds is a graduated bob that falls to the chin. try a wispy design to soften the edges. However, you must take into consideration your facial features. Do you want to play up your eyes or your nose. Bangs for instants can accent your eyes, while hair off the forehead can balance your nose in profile view. Your hair type will also determine the best style. If natural curly, wavy or straight, make it part of your style. Your facial shape is only the starting point.
PEAR Shape Face
Focus on a full crown at top to create symmetry with the wide jaw. Layered looks, like the classic Shag flatter the Pear shape face. Tuck hair behind behind your ear so as to not draw attention to your cheeks. Short hair should not pass the neckline. While long looks should be kept tight at the nape. However, you must take into consideration your facial features. Do you want to play up your eyes or your nose. Bangs for instants can accent your eyes, while hair off the forehead can balance your nose in profile view. Your hair type will also determine the best style. If natural curly, wavy or straight, make it part of your style. Your facial shape is only the starting point.
HEART Shaped Face Heart shape faces need a softer, curlier style. a chin length look is Perfect. The objective....to create width around your narrow chin. Side slanted bangs draw attention away from the jaw line. Best look, full curly / wavy bouncy. However, you must take into consideration your facial features. Do you want to play up your eyes or your nose. Bangs for instants can accent your eyes shorten the forehead, while hair off the face can balance your nose in profile view. Your hair type will also determine the best style. If natural curly, wavy, straight, make it part of your style. Your facial shape is only the starting point.
RECTANGLE Shaped Face
Go for width and volume. Suitable short style include the Wedge design, while long manes in a full styles that falls at, or above the shoulder. Bangs look great when just touching the brows and help to shorten a long shaped face. However, you must take into consideration your facial features. Do you want to play up your eyes or your nose. Bangs for instants can accent your eyes, while hair off the forehead can balance your nose in profile view. Your hair type will also determine the best style. If natural curly, wavy or straight, make it part of your style. Your facial shape is only the starting point.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

KemBali.... LucKY ~~ *Part 1*

After for so long!!! Finally... I'm back again!!! Updating my blog... huhu......

Jap je, da 7 bulan kerja kat sini...!!! Hahaha.... Kerja kekadang bosan.... kekadang tension.... But sometimes, boleh dikatakan BEST sebab kawan-kawan best.... Bos garang, tapi sempoi!!! Time kerja... Fuh.... Muka tak ley blah!!! garang nak mati... but when out of working time..... Adush!!! :) Seriously.... best jugak la... sbb dapat bos yang lebih kurang 'ting-tong'nya!!! :p

Another story.... Kenapa manusia dianugerahkan perasaan jealous??? Sometimes, jealousy is killing one relationship.... But sometimes, when someone that we love ada sikit jealous... The feeling is... Oh, sweet!!!! He do love me!! Ngee ngee..... Tapi, janganlah jealousy tu extra-extra sangat!!! Kui2.... Keserdehanaan itu penting!!! ;p

Yesterday, ada pencuri masuk office.... Habis sumer toner printer kena curi.... Kesian kak Lieya.... In my opinion, kenapa diaorang turun g beli lunch tak kunci pintu??? Tu lah pencuri bodoh tu dapat masuk!! Huh.... Toner which cost us almost RM7,000!!!! Kak iza, the only person yang ada dalam office masa kejadian, menangis dengan teresak-esak... Blaming herself sebab tak dapat stop that idiot... Still, Kak iza... Stop crying silly... It's not your fault!!! Things already happened.... In this case, I was totally out of the case... Sebab not in the crime scene at that moment, hehe...... Lucky me!! Thanks boss for asked me to come around with you to visit Tengku!!! Haha.. :p

Monday, May 10, 2010

~HeartBroken~

Never felt this way before..... full of sadness.... The feeling of heartbroken....... Never thought it gonna end this way....... Ouch!!!! Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts..... People are always right, Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together....... Hmmm.....

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

"Life is not about how perfect it is, people does make wrong decision and option.... One good thing in life : When u lose something, u gain something new... It just take time for us to realize it!!''
One good advice from Fariq.... Thanks for making me realize about my stupid mistakes.... Thanks for reminding me how foolish, ignorant and selfish am i all this while...... :) And most of all, thanks for being such a good friend all this while..... Really appreciate it!!!

Thursday, April 08, 2010

Mengapakah Begitu????

Start my day frustratedly!!! Hate it when thing like this happened!!!! Misunderstand what I'm trying to tell..... No chance for explanation... no chance for self-defense!! Perlukah menghukum orang sebegitu cara??? Perlukah naik angin dengan cara begitu??? Why???

What i'm trying to tell is something different??? ERGH!!!!! Everything is so unfair!!!!! Try to persuade myself, 'it's my mistake'.... Still.... I can't....... everything is started to becomes blur when you doubted my feeling for you....

Why do i always feel so insecure?? It's you... You are the one who makes me feel this way!!!! I Hate it... I hate it..... and i hate it!!!! I hate the feeling of insecure....!!!! Run away??? Is it a good path for me??? Face it??? But why did you pushed me away??? Is this your final decision??? I'm totally speechless now!! Hard to describe my feelings.... It's just, sad, angry, confused, blur.... and a little bit of numb...... Yes, May be it is my mistake for saying those things... still, what I'm trying to say is different from what you interpret... But this time.... My heart and my pride is seriously injured..........

Sunday, April 04, 2010

Monday..... Down down down......

Ergh.... Such a frustrated day ever!!! I Hate Monday.... Plus this is the third day he off to China... Miss him like hell!!! "Crying out loud!!! >,<" Huuuwaaaa........

Bad bad day again!!! Huu... It seems like there's only bad story of my life in my blog!! What a life!!! This morning, get scolded by boss!!! Hell ya, feel superbly down for this whole day!!! Hate it!!! Why does she have to be so fierce??? So scary??? It seems like everything that i did are wrong!!! God, Will i get fired because of my blur-ness?? Will she slap me for my another stupid mistake next time??? Huuuuu..... SCARY!!!! :'(

Again... I really really missed him so so much!!! I'm dying to wait till Thursday!!! Cool Cool Cool!!! ;)

Monday, March 29, 2010

House "War"

Ergh.... That all i can describe my situation now!!! All messed up and feel so annoying!!! do not know what shall i do!!! Everything seems not ok.... quarrel here and there... Yelling and shouting!!! Huuu.... so so upset..... :( Don't feel like going home now.......................................

Friday, March 26, 2010

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Still tak de bahan nak update... Bosannya!!!! Hurrmmmm... The most importantly.... Perasaan mula bergoyah... Mengapa dan bagaimanakah??? What shall i do??? Hate to feel this way.... Hate it when it happened!!!!

SPEECHLESS...................................................................................................................................................
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Thursday, March 18, 2010

Dmana dia, anak kambing saya???

Hahaahaa.... weird title huh!!! sebenarnya, tak ada apa pe maksud tersirat or tersurat pun!! Tak tau nak update apa?? So, begitulah nan ceritanya!!!

Ohh... Nak dijadikan cerita, kenapa manusia senang jadi confuse?? "especially me!!'' Susuhnya nak buat keputusan!!! Hard to appreciate precious thing.... Till one day, when we lose it, barulah nak rasa menyesal la.... sedih la..... Time tu lah nak nangis-nangis la....!! Frust menonggeng la.... Insaf untuk seketika la.... Ish ish ish!!! But what to do??? Lumrah manusia memang cam tu!!! But this time, I really hope that diri ini, tak akan membuat keputusan hanya mengikut hati dan perasaan semata-mata!!! Cik shkin, berfikirlah sebelum membuat sesuatu perkara itu!!!

Love me, Love me not!!! HAhaha..... Giler!!! Perasaan je!!! Hurm.... Real hope boleh meluahkan segala-galanya di sini..... Tapi memang tak boleh la kan!!! Gila ap!!! Hurm.... nevermind... Biarlah ia menjadi rahsia hati ku untuk selamanya.... But ya!!! Im really reallu sorry... Sorry for everything that i did!!!Bak kata britney, ''Opss... i did it again!!'' *sigh* Please God, don't punish me!! Im just a normal human being that will do some stupid mistake sometimes!!! A millions of sorry!!! Nothing i can do.... It just.... Too late...... :( Sorry........

Thursday, March 11, 2010

SEmAk seMak!!!

Otaku semakin semak!! Berserabut... Pening... Macam-macam la!!! Tension sangat!!! Kenapa kenapa dan kenapa??? The same old question keep on playing around my mind. So frustrated, so stress!!! This problem really driving me crazy!!!! Why does SHITS always happens in my life??

Orang selalu kata, bila Allah bagi dugaan kat kita, that's mean Dia masih sayangkan kita.... Setiap dugaan itu ada hikmah di sebaliknya!! But how i feel now is... so suffering... Seems like tak tertanggung segala bebanan nie.... Tp tu lah, Dia takkan bagi dugaan yang tak tertanggung oleh diri kita.... So, there's must be some way to solve the problems.

One by one, bagai sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga..... and what happened to me is, da la jatuh tangga, tergolek-golek, pas tu siap terhantuk kepala then baru ditimpa tangga!!! Hahaa.... Merepek jew kerja!! Bial otak da semak, semua kerja yang dibuat cam ad jew tak kena!!! Nie salah, tu salah... In the end, diri sendiri jugak susah... Adoiai!!! Cik mei-mei, stop complaining!!!! Macam orang tak bersyukur pulak!!! Tp.... tak salah kan nak meluahkan perasaan???

Mana nak carik amount yang banyak cam tu??? HuhuhuhuhhuuuuuuuuWwaaaaaaa!!!! >o<

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

Kasut Crocs ku!!!


Hahaha..... Finally!!! Two pairs of Crocs for me... Just for me..... Just bought it last week. Kinda happy, but too bad, cause it cost me too much!!! Haaa.... Bye bye pocket money.... :( It seems like i have to 'Diet' for this month!! Poor me... For the sake of this pairs of shoes, go go加油!!! 努力努力!!!


Monday, February 22, 2010

Today

Ergh!!!! What a boring day!!!! Work work work..... Honestly, I love this place so much, some of the colleagues are totally nice.... especially Kak lieya!!! hahaha... I Love her.... Can't imagine my day in office without her!!! For today, is one of the most relaxing day in office!!! Hahaha.... But too bad, feel quite weird to spend time like this in the office.... Hopefully tomorrow boss will come in... kinda missed her actually.... :)

So, what am i going to do tonight??? Is it gonna be another boring night again??? Really have to think out some night activity for myself!!! Hohoho.... Any suggestion for me??? Hurm......
Think think think!!!

I miss studying!!! So much.... I hate working life!! Even though through working i can earn some money for myself, i still longing to continue my study.... Hope in future i can find a rich husband, so that he can allow me to study study and study... All i have to worry is how to get good result and taking care of him... Working?? Naahh, my dearest hubby will do the rest!!! Hahaha.... What a silly dream of mine!!! still, it cost us nothing to dream right!!! :)

For now, all i can do is work hard!! To earn more money to get a better life.... :) GAMBATE!!! *Now considering to get involve in insurance again, still, can i do it????*

That all for today.... Cheer for myself.... Hoping for a better tomorrow!!!! ('',)v

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Sadness 7/2/2010

7/02/2010
~ The above date will be the most unforgettable day for me..........

The day started normally, a normal weekend. Hanging around at home.... eating, laughing, watching TV... etc.... Suddenly, thing turn bad when papa suddenly madly scold harez..... He scold and scold....... I was so insanely angry with harez cause papa scold me too.... It's always about him.... He and he stupid stubborn attitude. At that time, i was so depress and makes me call someone to pour out the sadness in my heart. Papa is uncontrollably angry at that moment. Then suddenly, papa collapse right in front of us!!! He seems like not breathing at all!!! What the *#@l!!!

I was so shock!! Tried to call ambulance.... Damn it!!! Please, why don't they pick up the damn phone!!! My mind was all so blur, nervous and cannot think straight... Call along, and kak long... Few minutes later, along and abang Khairol finally reached.... Still all of us do not know what to do!!! I was so scared.... I scared i will lost my dad forever!!!

Everything is so messy at that time... i can't really remembered clearly what really had happened at that moment... All i remembered is how scared am i!! Not sure when, the ambulance finally came... then all of us went to Sungai Buloh Hospital... The experience of waiting at the emergency room is so unclear.. The only thing inside my mind is hoping daddy will be ok soon..... I real hope that all of the things that happened is just a bad dream... But what else can i do?? It is a real life reality!!! Looking at papa lying on the emergency room, with all the wired on his body, i finally realize.... Dad.... I really love you... so so much!!!

Papa is getting better now... Still in the hospital though!!! For now, I'm taking over mama's place to take care of Harez and Liza... It is so tiring.... Thank Goodness that everything is getting Okay now!!!!

To friends and all dearest readers, do pray for my papa ya... may he get well soon!!!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

~~HandPhone~~

I want a new handphone..... Sungguh mengharap tetiba jew dapat durian runtuh, boleh dapat hp baru. Kan best.... Tapi itu hanyalah angan-angan kosong!!!!! Bila boleh jadi kaya??? Nak beli phone baru jugak!!!! tak puas hati.... bosan+tension=bengong!!! hahahha.........

Kekeliruan...... Kebosanan...... ke-sleepy-an.... Kepenatan!!! Ergh.... Sepantas kilat, tamatnya weekends..... Then here comes tomorrow!! Another monday blues.... Nanti mula lah.... segala-galanya jadi blur!!! Ini tak betul, Itu tak Betul.... Aiyorrr..... Pening-pening!! Asalkn isnin je, otakku jadi bengong.... Asalkn bengong je, mesti hari isnin.... Ai yaya!!! Imagine everyday is saturday and sunday... no monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday...... Hahaha...... :o

Bluetooth rosak!!! ergh.... tak dapat nak upload new pic masuk FaceBook!!! SAD!!! It seems soooooo loooonnnng da tak upload gambar baru.... Haaa..... To updates all my friends that, :" hey, Im gettin fatter now!!!'' Muahahahahhaha....... Boleh lah lepas nie letak gambar "Before & After" Confirm everyone will shock to see the new me!!! hoho..... Time to sleep..... Haaaaa..... :D

Saturday, January 16, 2010

The Weekenders......

Sekelip mata, menjelangnya weekends...... Summary for this week.... hohoho.... Happy???? Sad??? Frustrated??? Huuu... Hard to describe.... Unexplainable....!!! It may be the best week ever, and it may be a worst week ever!!! 2+1..... Semua ada... Bercampur-baur..

Esok ada karnival pendidikan...... Shall i go???? Penat..... Still feel like going..... Katanya nak gerak pagi.... Tp.. Pagi??? Cam malas.... Aaaaa.... Pening-pening.......!! Nevermind, Just cool down, put it aside and will decide later!!! >,<

ANGRY!!!!! Yes.... That's how i feel now.... Marah yang teramat.... Sangat sangat!! Super duper..... Why??? Huh..... Sakit hati and blur dengan kejadian tersebut.... how does it happened??? Clueless....

Masalah lama mendatang.... Kesakitan perut yang tidak tahu puncanya!!!! Went for check up for soooooo many times..... Still Mr.Doctor dosen't have any answer yet!!! Next check up is on next month.... Nak pergi ker tak???? Malas..... Sebab kalau pergi pun, bukannya boleh dapat tau puncanyer..... Plus mesti akan dapat ubat yang melambak-lambak.... UBAT??? Ewww.... Tak sedap nyer.... Huuuu........ Biar lah sakit...... Tak effect apa pun.... I already used to it.....!!!! ;)

I'm a SuperWoman!!!
(Hahahah.... A silly statement of mine!!)

Thursday, January 14, 2010

....Thursday.....

Such a lovely thursday.... Sadly, seems like bit hard to enjoy it..... Everything is like a little bit messed up!!! Now listen to some "noisy" music.... while thinking what is the best topic to be discuss here.... Feel so down.... But do not think that this is the best time to share how i felt now...... Really wanna scream now.... If i do it.... Sure papa will kill me for that!!! :p

Tired again, but cannot find anything to do.... everything seems like boring.... Trying my best to relax myself, and forget those silly problems..... Hate it when it happned..... Still, im not a perfect person dude!!! Can't expect me to be as perfect and as good as an angel... Haih.... Speechless.... but can't stop myself from hating my life......!!!! I hate everything... I hate everyone..... Maybe being alone is the best solution..... Not loving anyone.... just me and myself......

Ergh,..... so confused, cause it is impossibe for a human being to live alone in this world.... What can i do?? My world is so lonely..... Moving to somewhere in a jungle seems like a good ideea though!!! hahaha... Then i can be friends with tigers and monkeys.... Or maybe i can find my tarzan there.... ANd both of us can be a whole new version of "Tarzan & Jane" hahah......!!!! What a weird dream of mine!!! Hurm.... i really lack of idea now..... SO..... Let's sleep.....!! Good night.....

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

~~Coretan Perasaan Ku~~

Coretan hatiku..... huhu..... Sounds a bit sad huh..... Yeah.... That's how i felt now..... Sad and tired.... Tired tired and tired!!! Try my best to sleep... To rest up myself... Naahhh.... It's just doesn't work..... All i think about now is work work n HIM!!!!

As all of us know, working life is such a tiring life.... It's getting complicated when what you have to do is something which is quite different from what you have learnt!!! You have to learn it all over again... Yeah, It does fun.... Cause I'm learning new lesson..... ANd this time, people will pay me for all the new knowledge that they have taught me.... COOL!!! :)

TIred..... That the only word that crossed my mind for now.....

Missing someone..... I wonder, can he tolerate me??? Adakah dia cukup sabar untuk melayan karenah saya yang kekadang teramat 'rude' and bengong???ANd sometimes boleh dikatakan sangat tak masuk akal.....!!!! I'm crazy!!! Try my best to throw away this silly tempered... Still...... Gosh... I'm hopeless!!! Real Afraid he will walk away one day..... Just because cannot stand my "bossy-ness''..... Grrr..... >,<

About working place.... It's just fine.... Never thought i can really enjoy it this much..... Of cause it is tiring.... Still.... It worth it!!!! :) Now, hari-hari mengahadap "number".... Number number number.... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9.............. Tidak..... Everything around me looks like numbering now..... Serve me right.... I used to hate accounting so damn much... But now, that's what i have to do everyday..... Accounting work and letters.... Huhuhu..... Such a happy happy life!!!!!

~ Cheers for Myself~
Hip hip Horrayyyy!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Juz Chit Chat.....

Ermmm...... tak tahu nk tulis apa kat blog.... Seems like quite sometimes didi not update my blog.... Feel so damn tired.... Kalau bagi bantal sekarang nie.... mmg 100% akan tertdor dalam masa 1/2 saat!!! hahaha...... Headache.... sakit belakang.... sore eyes..... Adoi ai....!!!

Sepantas kilat, dah 4 hari kerja kat tempat baru..... A total new life, new schedule, new environment, new peoples and most importantly new boss!!! comment??? hahah.... It's quite complicated though!!! But quite scary cause boss nampak garang yang teramat!!! Strict and serious..... Thank godness, cause eventhough she look fierce and scary *in my opinion* still she's nice and sweet...... ;)

Oh ya...... sekarang nie, nak bersungguh-sungguh start belajar tatabahasa balik..... hahahah.... kelakar!!!! melambak-lambak surat yang perlu ditulis dalam BM... Sadly, banyak mistakes..... disana dan disni..... kesian kak lieya..... she have to double check all the document that i've wrote.... Thanks to her..... kalau bagi terus kat puan..... ish ish..... *tak nak bayangkan!!* :0 hahah...... so untuk practice, bolelah meng-update blog dalam bahasa "rojak"..... Adoi ai..... kalau lah A Samad said baca blog nie.... for sure i akan di-copkan sebagai pemusnah Bahasa Melayu!!! hohoho...... :p Sorry!!!!

Aish..... suddenly terbanyak pulak membebel...... It's getting late now...... Time to fresh up myself...... and tunggu "syg'' call and maybe some sleep???? Sleeping??? yum yum.... sounds nice and yummy!!!!! Got to go.......!!!! Love ya!!! ;)

Friday, January 01, 2010

Happy 2010!!!! =D

2010 has finally arrived!!! It's in a blink of eyes..... Bye bye 2009....!!!

Flashed back to 2009.... It has lots of bitter sweet memories!!! The ends of college life, going to a total new world, which is working life.... Sometimes it does sounds funny and weird. This is because all along it, many difference things that happened had changed us into a better persons!!! Hard day, choices that comes to our life, where we have to make tough decision that may change our whole life n future.... Life is tough....!! But in the end of the day, we will find out that everything will turn out just fine!!! SO why should we give up all the challenge that coming??? Though sometimes it driving us crazy, and makes us feel like dying.... So what.... God know what best for us.... So face it bravely!!! =)

I used to be a person who love to run away from problems.... For this new year, i would like to throw away this bad attitude.... It's bad for me, and bad for friends around me.... I have to stop hurting people that i love!!! To friends who used to hurt by me, with all my stupid and childish behaviour.... I'm so so sorry!!!! I love every each and one of you guys so much!!!

And to my love one.... I'm taking this opportunity to tell you that i really love you so much!!! Looking forward to meet you up!!! =) New year new year!!! So so excited with it.... Really forward on what may come in this new year!!! Hope that it will be a great year for me!!! Happy happy!!!!